20.5.2014

What Lies Beneath The Cover of The Hedgehog



Chapter 02 The First Lesson





Morning, late at 10 o’clock, the transfiguration classroom was filled to the brim with the first years of Slytherin as well as Ravenclaw. A good combination overall. 

Carl Crabbe had smuggled a pastry from the breakfast, which everyone could tell from the smell and bulge on one side of his legs when he sat. McGonagall informed icily the glutton boy that there would be no further bringing of food to lessons, and deducted 5 points from their House for improper behaviour and reminded everyone that bringing anything consumable was strictly prohibited.

While Professor McGonagall was explaining away the fine basics and compendium of the history of Transfiguration, Hermione was busy noticing small nuances of difference in her trusted, favourite Professor. For example, there was not so much grey in the hair strands, not perhaps quite so many a line in her face, her stern look seemed sharper, her voice more firm, and if she wasn’t altogether wrong, her Professor was taller than before, or it could have been just that Hermione was back in the body of an eleven years old and her sense of lengths was altered.

They started with transfiguring peas into round wooden beads. Easy as a pie to complete it, but what would prove the actual challenge here, was to act like she was concentrating hard and doing nothing in reality. 

However, neither could Hermione give up without doing anything at all - and it would not do that every lesson in the future she just stood there doing nothing - so she would make the transfiguration look wavering and happen partway, very slowly, sometimes changing back, and not changing anything too much, and of course waiting at least ten minutes before allowing any sort of change.

 In her first year not one student except for Hermione had been able to have any sort of success and were she to show her real abilities it would only increase her already suspicious character.

Hermione felt most daft pointing her wand at the small olive grey dry pea, sitting innocently on her table. Just transfigure me! it seemed to say. 

It proved hard to look like she was intensively concentrating. Was her act alright? At some point she felt a drop of sweat roll down her temple. It was nerve-wracking. Did her Professor notice? 

Perhaps the time had come to start transfiguring. She tried to conjure an image of atomic speed of the change in her mind, the change process would be like building with one tiny particle at time, changing slowly, then progress more forward, then more backwards, altering the speed of change, creating the small flickerings, she was definitely sweating now and decided that the object could be left half pea hued and half wooden colour for a while. 

Wiping her brow she took a glance at the clock on the wall, it was bloody well only fifteen minutes since they started, still another quarter left! 

She sighed miserably and raised her wand again, not even daring to pass a glance at the Transfiguration Mistress. She now mainly concentrated in the slow change of hue to a more wooden like colour from the greenish, greyish brown. Never did time pass so poorly.

“Splendid work, Miss Granger”, came suddenly from her right as to catch her unprepared, and almost in her scare did she change the pea all the way.

“Thank you Professor”, she squeaked in a small, cracked voice. Her shaking arms felt more or less clammy while their Professor proceeded to show the whole class the result of her accomplishment and called the lesson to an end.

Just as Hermione was about to take her leave to the next class that would be Defence against Dark Arts with Ravenclaws again, McGonagall informed her about Professor Dumbledore finally wanting to see her. She had been expecting it anxiously; of course they had questions after a strange child popped up at Hogwarts out of nowhere.

“Miss Granger, please visit Headmaster’s office after your Charms, if you’d be so good.”

She was looking at Hermione perusingly, as if trying to make out something.

After the Defence against Dark Arts, and one flying lesson - the first and only one where she wouldn’t have to pretend anything because she had never exceeded in it - and finally one measly hour of Charms, Professor Flitwick was kind enough to walk her to her destination. The password of this period, Dotted Doughnuts, was uttered and the large oaken door opened to reveal a familiar sight, masses of different sort of peculiar objects, piles of scrolls and books, and somewhere in that tall book shelve divided in two was sure to be found few books on a very important subject, the Horcruxes, and sure as sun was shining the old Headmaster was sitting in front of his desk in a large amber hued armchair, half-moon shaped spectacles perched on the top of his nose, and a kind twinkle in those knowing eyes, and a funny star decorated, lilac pointy hat sitting in top of a mass of white long hair. Of course let us not forget the fact that his beard was also very white and long as well. Headmaster Dumbledore was very proud and pleased with it.

“Ah, Miss Granger, please sit down, sit down. Would you care for tea and some Cracky Crumbs, or perhaps Minty Morsels would do the trick?”

Hermione politely declined and sat down quietly for a while. She already knew what she would tell; she had had the whole morning to think upon it.

“Professor Dumbledore, sir, I wanted you to know I’ve always admired you a great deal. And I know that you are aware that sometimes there are things that one can’t tell, things that must be kept secret.”

Hermione looked upon Dumbledore with eyes lit by hope, anticipation and worry. 

“My dear girl, I’m afraid I’m lost as to what you’re talking about. But I am very delighted that people in Australia have heard about me. How cheery! Thank you Miss Granger.
Now, am I to understand, that you cannot talk about why you came here, and in such an odd manner no less?”

“Yes sir, you have it quite right. And I’m sorry that that’s how it is. However, I promise you this, a time will come when I will tell you my reasons! But I cannot yet.”

The headmaster took it all in stride, ever so calm.

“Alright then. Perhaps you could tell me about your parents instead?”

“No, I’m afraid not sir. I’m sorry, that too, I must tell you later.”

Dumbledore let out a jolly, good-natured laugh.

“Ah, no worries Miss Granger, no worries! How extraordinary! But I have to ask you, is there anything you can tell me?” Dumbledore smiled, as if sharing a joke between old friends.

Hermione paused to think.

“Well… I suppose… I came here to help my friends first and foremost, and to study”, Horcruxes ,” I love studying, and always take it very seriously. I beg you to believe me professor, that I mean no harm – can I stay here at Hogwarts?”

Headmaster Dumbledore was a skilled legilimens. He could sense no dishonesty from the small girl, albeit there was a mysterious and a bit restless air around her. Of course he knew that there was much left untold, but it would all no doubt unfold in its own time, like things generally were bound to do according to his experience.

“Why, there’s no good reason to send a potential student away! Minerva was very pleased with your half wooden pea today, you ought to know. If you ever need help, feel welcome to visit me whenever again. Oh, and also, seeing as you came here with no equipment other than your wand, we considered it appropriate to provide you with useful items, which have been conducted to your room in the Tower of Slytherin.”

Somehow, Hermione felt reluctant to part with the homely office room, storing the living and healthy Professor Dumbledore in it, nevertheless she sighed and rose up to leave anyways.

Dumbledore wondered at the sadness that reflected on the young student’s eyes, and sincerely hoped that the small girl would find here at Hogwarts what she sought after.

“Ah, before you go Miss Granger, I must say that you certainly have a very grown-up and clever mind for someone of your age”, he called out from his desk and winked knowingly at Hermione.

That rattled her a bit. Was he already on her secret? No less from the great Wizard Dumbledore. Well, maybe he didn’t understand her fully yet, but still, what insight he had!

Hermione ran all the way to the Tower of Slytherin.

Sure enough in her sleeping room, beside her bed was sitting an auburn trunk, filled with all the necessities the first years would need, as well as a small purse containing ten Galleons, thirteen Sickles and twenty-eight Knuts. What they thought she would do with such money as a first year was beyond her, but it might come in handy had she the need to shop in the middle of the school year.

She paused to think on what had taken place in the Headmaster’s Office, her brows forming wrinkled lines. Why had she not told Dumbledore everything, pour out all the horrors they had met, reveal that she had crucial information about what was to come and how it could be possibly prevented? 

Because she did not want to involve him. Not yet at least. She was afraid that Dumbledore would take too much on himself, would leave her out of it, and die from one of the Horcruxes like he did the last time. The temptation of the Resurrection Stone… Hermione held no such temptations. Nothing existed in this world for her to resurrect. She needed Dumbledore at his best to defeat the weakened Voldemort in the final battle, and to protect the school while the Dark Force rose. He could not be out Horcrux-hunting because he was needed at the Hogwarts, but Hermione could. She would sneak out in the weekends and holidays and hunt every and last one of the Horcruxes down using every ounce of her knowledge, past experience and resourcefulness.

It was but three in the evening, and after she had her supper she’d have time to take to her favourite place, the Library, and have several hours for planning and research. 

Ensuring that she had found a suitable secluded place in a far-end corner caved in by massive shelves, Hermione started with something she rather liked to make: To Do Lists. Her favourite of favourites. (Though if you asked Hermione, no doubt anything concerning schedule, keeping order, research and rules would be her favourite) 

First she charmed her paper against other possible eyes. She did not want anyone happening on her planning parchments and overseeing things that could absolutely endanger everything.


To Do List


Keep up appearances

Research Horcruxes

Research Time Travel

Get information from Death Eaters and their children

Confirm the locations of Horcruxes

Find means to destroy Horcruxes 

– Sword of Gryffindor, Fangs of Basilisk or even Fiendfyre (last option!)

Destroy Horcruxes X number (anything under six)

Discuss with Dumbledore about the future

Defeat the Dark Lord and his followers

Decide whether to return to your own future devoid of any hope (if it’s possible, even) or go hiding to the other end of the world because there cannot be two Hermione Grangers.


It formed quite the list. If she completed it she deserved a well-earned pat or two on her back.

Looking at her Time Table, she mapped out her planning/research/information gathering time accordingly:

Monday 8-10, 16-20

Tuesday 8-9, 14-22

Wednesday 8-10, 14-22

Thursday 8-10, 14-22

Friday 8-10, 14-22

Saturday – Sunday all time


Free time after classes was meant for homework and different clubs. Hermione would not spend it as such, although she would be unable to resist completing homework of any sort.

There were still plenty of hours to use. Unlike in their seventh year, Hermione had now the time and safety to go about things at the pace she wanted. There were no Death Eaters panting at your neck on every door and corner. Yet. That could be arranged as well no doubt. 

She would start on the Horcruxes easiest and most unnoticeable to acquire, which would leave Tom Riddle’s Diary in Malfoy Manor, Helga Hufflepuff’s Cup in Bellatrix Lestrange’s vault and Nagini somewhere near Voldemort himself, for later undertaking.
She needed potions, and the ingredients for them, also a space to make them in secret – perhaps the Room of Requirement – and inventing a long lasting invisibility charm would take her a long way, or finally studying what she had been contemplating  on for years; becoming an animagus. Otters were small and the form of it would prove almost as handy as being invisible. Either solution would require an immense amount of studying. Time, it seemed, was all she had in here with her light school schedule, and studying was the favourite way to spend time in Hermione’s books and a real challenge in studying sounded naught but a thrill! 

However the queer day of Monday had taken its toll on our soon-to-be hero of the Wizarding World Hermione, and after leafing through some (quite few) books on aforementioned invisibility charms and animagi she felt her eyes droop, neck make small nodding movements on its own and her head drowsy and as such was unable to produce anything sensible anymore deciding to venture out at the Slytherin quarters. 

The day had proved exhausting and Hermione for once, was not looking forward to the next day’s classes. 

Earlier, in the morning she made a decision: she would not behave in the class as she usually did. 

Such as answering anything as thoroughly and enthusiastically as she wanted lest she be carried away and start babbling out information known only to the seventh years or even more advanced. 

She thought the best solution for this was not answering any question in order to not to stand out in any way. She had always wanted to stand out, she realised with more clarity than ever. It was tedious, a chore to change something that was so deep down in her spine. How vexing!

A & T


Consuming




tap tap tap

goes the water somewhere

I roll on the other side, only to discover something odd in my reflection.
I rise up. If I walk away from it, it ceases to exist.

It’s tough, it refuses to be put out, it worms its way inside me until I burn brightly in anguish, devours me and turns my skin upside down. I’m shattered. It’s free. 

I breath water, as it envelopes me
give in to its deathly embrace

I must have forgotten to close the tap. That’s why I’m drowning. I slide to the room. The water is not flowing. The sink is perfectly dry. I don’t understand what’s happening to me. It’s not me in the mirror anymore, it’s getting harder and harder to catch glimpses of the original me. What if I can never turn back?

The room feels very cold suddenly. I hide myself under my blanket.